Got the results on my current degree program.. Scored a 2nd lower hons + degree. Was kind-of disappointed as i aimed for at least a 2nd upper. Can see my first class drifting away after loads of group work. You know, it's really difficult to work in a group when each wanted different things and aimed different goals.
But, what can i say. I've tried my very best this time round and would try harder for my masters. Can't wait for the far-near future to come. Would probably work for a good 5 years before progressing to masters.
Recalling back to the times where i ever said, "studying made hell lot of a disaster in life". Well at this point of time where i've been through university, i have to say i kind-of indulge into the academic world. It's more towards the process, experience and stress that made a die for. Kind-of weird huh? I can't believe it at first but i guess, i've changed to be a total different person. However, not yet too near to be a "nerd" i guess.
I came from a lousy academic background during my high school period. Well, we address it as "secondary school" back in Singapore and i was under the stream of "normal technical". Which in other words, the worst and lousiest among all. How cute of the governments to categories students. Well, i wasn't too disappointed in myself no matter how people looked at me "academically" and i told myself, "dude, you have to work harder, way more than any other that's standing right in-front of you".
I knew my journey ahead would be tough and i had visions of them. I know what i want is what i get and i believed in "if there's a will, there's a way". Nobody can ever imagine how much thorns i had to outcome in-order to obtain my desired fruit, even myself. Every time i fell, i just had to keep trying.
I had read tons of books. Proposal writing, grammar, vocabulary, accounting, gastronomic, hospitality and more. Those were hell lot of nightmares when i first married them. But I did force myself through and i told myself, i'm not as lucky as those who receives loads of help from others. Although i do receive help round the corner and during the period of my study but still, I'm not as lucky as compared to some.
My journey was alot tougher and rockier as i didn't had to privilege to do literature or composition during high school. Well again not really a privilege at that point of time but you would sooner or later realise and be glad that you did go through that process. Trust me, it was alot easier if you had done them at that age. It really did help to work your future better and smoother.
Now that i've come so far, i can't wait to proceed on further. I can hear the nature of "career" calling and i can see that success drawing me nearer. Some day, i would be a successful businessman that owns my very exquisite restaurant and magazine.
Now that you've read about my vision, I want you to pause life for just a tiny second and think about your vision. What do you really want to achieve in life? *Don't forget to be practical.
Peace out.. =)